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Dying Star

by Donker

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1.
Before 01:55
What do you say We run away (?) holding our hands in a suicide jump holding our breath under the fray not caring too much but caring enough and you are a beautiful thing bathed in white and angel wings before the fall and you are a beautiful thing bathed in white and angel wings before the fall
2.
FOND 03:29
There's a shadow behind your eyes make up and harlequin hope the sun God is great keeping those thoughts away don't have to carry the weight carry the weight alone angels in outer space will help you along of you I'm so fond of you I'm so fond chasing the car throwing your pain away spaced out junkies won't help you find your way Neil Young is singing Cinnamon Girl angels in outer space will help you along of you I'm so fond of you I'm so fond I know the sun hurts your eyes I know your mind is full of lies come and we'll fade into another place another place of you I'm so fond of you I'm so fond don't have to carry the weight carry the weight alone angels in outer space will help you along don't have to carry the weight carry the weight alone angels in outer space will help you along don't have to carry the weight carry the weight alone angels in outer space will help you along of you I'm so fond of you I'm so fond
3.
Walking through the fire on hot coals mystifying, multiplying fools Hiding Jules at Katy's house for a slice of Heaven Leaving crystal prisms on the couch Surfing at Dog Beach, the fires out Quantify the stars in the sky falling in the cool grey water Close your eyes and We are only Stardust Plastic Fantastic Stardust Carving out a perfect line Hydrogen and helium creation of the alien the sega and the salient a nuclear reaction Dancing on horizon's razor blade off the lip around the satellite collecting rocks and shells along the coast chasing ghosts and skipping stones Seven swells a mission from the past Five O'clock the dolphins serene glass drop in late and floating in the haze chasing the thieves of summer Close your eyes and We are only Stardust Plastic Fantastic Stardust Carving out a perfect line Hydrogen and helium creation of the alien the sega and the salient humanity, the sanity the cradle and the grave in space flash of life, the baby's face transmutation of the soul a nuclear reaction It's coming close It's so hard to find pushing against the edge we had a beautiful time Walking through the fire on hot coals mystifying, multiplying fools Hiding Jules at Katy's house for a slice of Heaven for a slice of Heaven for a slice of Heaven for a slice of Heaven for a slice of Heaven
4.
Always Is 04:17
She can't break the spell carries it on her back when her world collapsed she holds it in her hands and it was like it always is like it always is and it is like it always was and it was like it always is like it always is She fights and fights balls up her tiny hands she cries at night it keeps her sane and it was like it always is like it always is and she was like she always is like she always is She can't break the spell carries it on her back when her world collapsed she held it in her hands and she was like she always is like she always is and she was like she always is like she always is
5.
razorblades and silver sine waves painted nails and glitter shoe lace straight jacket escape walking on the wire dancing on the marquee just like Marilyn She's a boy, a girl, a girl, a boy seven years she knows just what she knows and she just hates to stay at home cuz her mama don't treat her right and her daddy don't kiss her good night she just wants to be a butterfly and fly away cellophane halo with Christmas lights shadow box with pictures and some drugs slicing through the night to find the people who'll love her for who she is and who she'll become She's a boy, a girl, a girl, a boy seven years she knows just what she knows and she just hates to stay at home cuz her mama don't treat her right and her daddy don't kiss her good night she just wants to be a butterfly and fly away razorblades and silver sine waves painted nails and glitter shoe lace straight jacket escape walking on the wire dancing on the marquee just like Marilyn She's a boy, a girl, a girl, a boy seven years she knows just what she knows and she just hates to stay at home cuz her mama don't treat her right and her daddy don't kiss her good night she just wants to be a butterfly and fly away
6.
Dying Star 03:58
You are a dying star and in your car you lost it all you are a dying star and your heart is much too scarred drowning in a wishing well holding secrets you can't tell you can't find it if you lost yourself you are a dying star moved too far from the ones you love you are a dying star you fell apart at the seams drowning in a wishing well holding secrets you can't tell how can you find it when you've lost yourself when you lost yourself when you've lost yourself
7.
wish there was some way some beautiful telepathic way I could be in your gaze in this moment in this world of lying strange in my eyes there is sunlight in your smile there is moonlight what I wouldn't do across the neon blue just to be with you Fall into your arms no matter what planet Fall into your arms on top of eclipsing rays on top of eclipsing rays We are somewhere we are disgraced take me to that place to your beautiful world the world I cannot take I can swim in in, in your moonlight the splitting cell of truth in this moment inside your electric smile there is nothing I wouldn't do but Fall into your arms no matter what planet Fall into your arms on top of eclipsing rays on top of eclipsing rays and say "everything is alright" and say "everything is alright" Fall into your arms no matter what planet someway No matter what planet across the neon blue No matter what planet on top of eclipsing rays on top of eclipsing rays on top of eclipsing rays No matter what planet
8.
Askina 03:31
skin to skin eyes open breath dirty bare feet hands against the wall and I I want to rain down on you I want to rain down on you I want to rain down skin to skin breath to breath now behind take it all inside I want to rain down on you I want to rain I want to rain down skin to skin eyes to eyes open breath dirty bare feet hands against the wall and I I want to rain down on on you
9.
Those bedroom eyes watching the frames in the sky again ashes fall from the cigarette the cigarette Lipstick smile tiny hands hold back the beast again baby calls the silence is all the silence is all you drift into the headlights you shed your skin on the open road secrets are burned and buried it's all to close, it's all to close that shiny car hides a dirty mind that spins again music kills on the radio on the radio you drift into the headlights you shed your skin on the open road secrets are burned and buried it's all to close, it's all to close I dream electric dreams electric dreams I dream of you you drift into the headlights you shed your skin on the open road secrets are burned and buried it's all to close, it's all to close
10.
High 05:19
His sins fill an ocean killer devotion why do you stay here when it feels so wrong? you take the poison swallowed with roses picture perfect poses and a funeral song and what do you get but a hit that keeps you high and what do you get all his shit that makes you cry what do you get? what do you get? what do you get? it's no illusion bloody and bruising a clouded confusion a chaotic calm it's in the bottle the spoon or the needle when suffering feels normal this can't go on and what do you get but a hit that keeps you high and what do you get all his shit that makes you cry what do you get? what do you get? what do you get? gone oh oh what do you get? what do you get? what do you get? what do you get? what do you get but a hit that keeps you high and what do you get all his shit that makes you cry what do you get? what do you get? what do you get? what do you get? what do you get?

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Dying Star is the first of many albums by Donker a side project of blogger and podcaster American Robb. It started out as intimate acoustic songs and splintered off into a cross country collaboration filling out some of the compositions into full fledged alternative art rock songs blending dreamy prog rock, glam sounds. What is the album about? Write me and I will tell you. - Robb

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released June 28, 2017

Special thanks to all who have encouraged me throughout the making of Dying Star. Thanks to Cheryl and Alyssa for putting up with making all the weird noises in the basement. Dying Star (the song) dedicated to Alyssa, Lauren and Taylor. Special thanks to Matt Donaldson for elevating Dying Star, No Matter What Planet and Shadow Box Butterfly into more than campfire songs. Special thanks to Chris Magallon for his stellar drumming on SBB and NMWP. Thanks to friends and family in California who directly inspired this album. Thanks to instagram friends for all the nice words. Thanks to Thom, David, Stephen and Black Francis for making me want more. "Always Is" is dedicated to Lola.

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Donker Los Angeles, California

Donker is Robb Donker Curtius- a singer-songwriter from California. Some of the songs come from improv songwriting sessions that are frequently posted on Instagram. The once acoustic only songs expanded into full blown rock band tracks collabing with Chris Magallon (drums on "Dying Star" from The Pocket Rockets and former band mate Matt Donaldson (guitars) both in California. ... more

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